Drug, Happy, Drug.

I think this is geuinely the longest I've stayed in the same mood now - happiness.

Why?

Why hasn't the God of Bipolar struck me down and left me whimpering like a lost lamb, simply because of this woman.

I genuinely don't think I would've done this without her and as close as we've become, I think I am now in a position to show her chapters of this blog, not to gauge a reaction but to simply share my honest and true feelings with another.

This is a massive step forward whether it turns out to be good or bad, time will tell but after reading extracts to her last night over the phone, the support and appreciation I received for it was perfect.

Perfect, just like her.

I love you x