How to fuck up in 2 weeks

That girl. Abi.

I fucked up.

big time.


I sent a video of myself masturbating to a girl who I'd regularly had textsex with in the past and Abi found out. I was wired, drunk and in all honesty just had a bit of a kick out of doing something forbidden. But the guilt swiftly came by and in a similar fashion to lovesickness, I was overcome by worry that I'd fucked up. So much so I could hardly face Abi the next day (yesterday). I hope she doesn't realise and i've text Natalie to say enough is enough.

Fucked up big time. I really can't lose Abi, I can't go back to Post number 1.

Pray.